Why do I get so jealous? Why can’t I be relaxed, I don’t want to be like this.
I don’t want to hold you back.
I’m between two worlds of letting you go and freaking out it holding you tight and watch you wriggle away.
Does that make me crazy?
Is it normal to feel this way?
I hate this feeling but I love the feeling you give me. it seeming to be a slow death for this chapter in our life.
Something needs to change. Someone needs to change. I need to change.